It wasn’t even six years ago now. While I had a successful career, the thing that I wanted most – a relationship – seemed completely out of reach and like it was never going to happen. And, truth be told, no matter how successful I was in my career, I felt unhappy, and really, powerless, to change this piece of my reality.
No matter what I did, and what I tried, I felt like I was on the hamster wheel of life and it was always going to be this way.
That is, until I found a new way to work on myself, and really, to create my reality. I found energy clearing. For me, this new way paved a path to clarity. It paved a path to truth. And, it paved a path to love.
Initially, that path to love was self-love. If you had told me ten years ago that I didn’t love myself, I would have strongly disagreed. But, looking back, the things that I was willing to do for love, to ensure I wasn’t abandoned, and didn’t end up alone, weren’t love at all. They were fear. In truth, they were me not loving myself.
This doesn’t include all of the times I gave up on myself, and really left myself, which included the years I spent in unsuccessful therapy, the time I spent in unsuccessful, and really hurtful, relationships and the times I wasn’t fully committed to seeing my life look differently.
Yes, I would say I wanted my life to look different, but saying this, and doing something about it, yes, those were two completely different things.
And, truth was, I was scared. If things really changed, what would happen? I was safe where I was. I fit in. I had tons of friends. And, everyone was doing it the same way, so it had to be the “best” way, right?!
As part of this, too, as much as I would have told you that I wanted a partner, it was safe to be single. I had the whole bed to myself. I got to watch whatever I wanted to when I wanted to. And, basically, I could do whatever I wanted; I wasn’t at the mercy of someone else.
But, if you had asked my true self, she would have told you that she would trade in all of the comfort, safety and security, to know how to take control of her life, and really, how to ride the ride no matter what came her way, and most importantly, to have the love that she so longed for.
And, looking back, what I’ve come to realize years later, is we get to have everything we want in this life and more. And, the key to this is clearing the stories we bought into when we were kids, which many times, stems from our childhood patterns and then, learning how to become a powerful creator. (I found that the clearing part is key, as if you try to create without having cleared your negative love patterns, The Universe will support you in being a powerful creator by bringing up these patterns because these are what’s in the way of what you’re desiring.)
This is one of the biggest reasons why I created my Being a Powerful Creator Energy-Clearing Workshop! I want to help you to clear out the things that get in the way of you knowing yourself as this, and I want to teach you the tools that I’ve used to create a reality that is beyond my wildest dreams (and I haven’t even scratched the surface of what’s truly possible for me, and really for all of us, if we choose it!)
You can sign-up for the class here.
Also, if you didn’t get a chance to watch the video I shared the other day, which talks about why I don’t believe in goal setting as well as many tools I’ve used to become a powerful manifester, including one tool, that I just started on Saturday, and the manifestation of it has already shown up in my reality! This is something I’ve literally been working on for decades, and seeing it show up so quickly had me excited, stunned and scared! (My little girl thought she had more time! Lol.)
Either way, we should all know how to create this powerfully! You can watch the video here now, and if you’re ready to take the next step to truly owning this, come join me at Saturday’s Online Group Energy-Clearing Workshop!
Wishing you a reality that’s beyond your wildest dreams.